I have always a cherished desire to praise one & to also watch the blushing smiles of acknowledging -- a remembrance for all times to come-- met some one & can visualise  the blushful smiles -- maybe we all live in dreams we desire to be true

खूबसूरत है वो लब जिन पर दूसरों के लिए कोई दुआ आ जाए,

खूबसूरत है वो मुस्कान जो दूसरों की खुशी देख कर खिल जाए,

खूबसूरत है वो दिल जो किसी के दुख मे शामिल हो जाए,

खूबसूरत है वो जज़बात जो दूसरो की भावनाओं को समज जाए,

खूबसूरत है वो एहसास जिस मे प्यार की मिठास हो जाए,

खूबसूरत है वो बातें जिनमे शामिल हों दोस्ती और प्यार की किस्से, कहानियाँ,

खूबसूरत है वो आँखे जिनमे किसी के खूबसूरत ख्वाब समा जाए,

खूबसूरत है वो हाथ जो किसी के लिए मुश्किल के वक्त सहारा बन जाए,

खूबसूरत है वो सोच जिस मैं किसी कि सारी ख़ुशी झुप जाए,

खूबसूरत है वो दामन जो दुनिया से किसी के गमो को छुपा जाए,

खूबसूरत है वो किसी के आँखों के आसूँ जो किसी के ग़म मे बह जाए.........

an endless search

Of late I have been writing & recieving some good msg's from a freind. Strange , everything started with bitter fight ,  but than I had to give in maybe a lioness roar may have done that --ha ha ah -- dedicated to her

 

 इतने दोस्तो मे भी एक दोस्त की तलाश है मुझे
इतने अपनो मे भी एक अपने की प्यास है मुझे

छोड आता है हर कोइ समन्दर के बीच मुझे
अब डूब रहा हु तो एक सािहल की तलाश है मुझे

लडना चाहता हु इन अन्धेरो के गमो से
बस एक शमा के उजाले की तलाश है मुझे

तग आ चुका हु इस बेवक्त की मौत से मै
अब एक हसीन िजन्द्गी की तलाश है मुझे

दीवना हु मै सब यही कह कर सताते है मुझे
जो मुझे समझ सके उस शख्श की तलाश है मुझे

Gul kuch es tarah se todh yeh bagwan, shakh hilne na paye na koi shor hoh,Varna na gulshan per raunak fir aayegi ,dil har kali ka agar jo hil jayega

andhere , tanhaieyoun se bhare hue fir se mujhe apne aagosh mei samet letein hain. Bhuut koshish kar raha hun jeene ki , lekin ---- lagta hai ki ki yeh hi kismat hai , baar baar bhaga hun in tanhaiyeouh se , per har rasta laout kar fir en khamosh kinaroun mei hi pahuncha deta hai.
Kitna chah ki sab sun lein ki mei bhi ek insaan hun , kuch apni bhawna bhi hai , chot ka ehsas bhi hota hai , har baar muskurata raha hun ki mere ansson kisi ko preshaan na karein , fir bhi yeh andhere raste mujhe nigal hi lete hain --
mashoor lines hain ( JANE WOH KAISE LOG THEH JINKO ------)
KAAMP UTHAHTA HUN MEI YEH SOONCH KE TANHAIYE MEI ,
MERE CHEHERE PER TERA NAAM NA PADH LE KOI.

There was a time  of the dream boy , bubling with a youthful laughter , thinking that the world is full of happiness & with persons who only knew to smile , but see his destiny -- he was never able to see beyound that or beneath that --where the rare truth was there -- NONE IS ALLOWED TO LAUGH--khushiyan kab khawab ban gaye , woh pal dream boy aaj bhi dondta hai .

( mujhe nahi malum ki dream boy ka yeh sonchna theek bhi hai ya nahi , mei khudh bhi hairaan hun uski en batoun se --aap hi kuch salah karein )
dhoop ki shidaat se ghabraya toh ghut kar rah gaya ,
mera saya mere kadmo se lipat kar rah gaya.
         AND THAN THIS IS ALSO SAID

gulshan mei fakat phooloon se nahi kantoun se bhi jeenat hoti hai ,
jeene ke liye es duniya mei gam ki bhi jarrurat hoti hai.

                 AND THAN THIS IS ALSO SEEN
ek tajmahal hi meri basti mei nahi thah ,
kate hue hathon ki toh tadad bhuut thih.
                 AND SUMMING UP
chandh lafjo mei pashida meri kahani hai ,
phela ishaq dosri jawani hai ,
dil ke jhakam pe chidak kar dhekh,
jam gaya toh khoon , bah gaya toh pani hai.
  

zindagi mujhko hi kyoun jhkam naya deti hai ,Mei jalata hun diya aaour woh bujha deti hai

A common phenomena among the people of North India is to spoil &; than try to make up what is lost Encountered several times by such things ( i take it as an growing experience ) made me many times to whether to ever attend Ramlila  till late nights or a gathering in a  pandal  attending Mata Ka Jagran  -like that or maybe most of the times it is a wedding gathering , we are encountered with a sweet fragrances like say --Imitation or now it is Xe or any other perfumes , but when the D hour arrives the fragrance is diluted with a mixture of other popular smells indicating what we have been eating ( this is purely the cause of the house lady -not cooking with expertise or the person habit of taking food with his/her friends ) than we know that we need something to control such dilutions. For everyone of u , take make u in a more comfortable position I found some good useful tips :
1) This is simple home remedy for gas - A garlic a day to keep gas away. Every morning on an empty stomach one can religiously take two garlic crushed in ' Bengal gram' water to keep  control. This will help in reducing gas.
2) Garlic Soup .Grind a few garlic with a little cumin,a few black pepper & some coriander seeds Mix in about six ounces of water and bring to boil. Take this in two doses.This is beneficial for the treatment for gas
3) One or two tiny pieces of asafetida dissolved in half a cup of water makes a useful drink to decrease gas. Asafetida is a well-recognized carminative, antispasmodic and antiflatulent. This will give relief from gas. 
4)This is one of the effective herbal home remedy for gas - For such people a preparation of cumin will do as well. Take a teaspoonful of cumin, put it in a pan and roast till red. Then add about two cups of water and boil the water for five to ten minutes till the essence of cumin blends into the water and the boiling water is reduced to one cup. This concoction taken once a day decreases flatulence without over irritating the stomach. It is easy to make-try ii-instead of swallowing  enzyme pills. This will help in treating gas. 
5)Lazy Persons Treatments: crush a few grains of fenugreek seeds and lick it with a pinch or two of sonchal which is a pink variety of naturally occurring rock salt. A quarter teaspoonful of this salt dissolved in a glass of water and taken on an empty stomach in the morning acts as a determinative and decreases wind formation. Boil in dilute milk two small pieces of dry ginger. To it add a pinch of rock salt and take the drink warm at bedtime. In the morning one feels light and hungry. This will completely remove gas. 
6) The most Important remedy:  Jaisa chalta hai chalne dene ka Mammu , jayada tension nahi lene ka na . Padosi preshaan toh hone dene ka na, appun ko kya!

So that is also an experience which u all have experienced & shall always live that findings -- Humme aapni haar chhej se pyaar hai bhai. Mar jayenge lekin appna toh apna hi hai na.  
so maybe Good Bye to this , but remember   WE DO NOT NEED BOMBS!  INDIA IS NON VIOLENT &PEACE LOVEING. 

Kya lhikhun dil ki hakiqat, aarzo behosh hai.

Khath pe aansoo baeh rahen hain aaoue ab kalam khamosh hai 


 

astro as I see & experience

eh hussan tuh jaag , tujhe ishaq jagaye

shall I say that astrology is a science , where one can achieve the depths only when you have a in- depth love for the readings & understanding -- that is to know the world before & after only to be covered in the books ( that is never the real understanding ) so many authors of different names , ranks & status have said so much & written about it but still no book is ever able to quench the thirst of the seekers , consequently, one is always search of a new edition of a new author & definitely a new name ( with all tags of certificates hanging) but that is still leading to a another search of something new.
Much have been said about Nostradamus , Brihgu Sahinta, Ravan Sahinta --but one can easily see that these do explain about the related things which have been quoted by others BUT THEY DO CARRY something unusual. Why the King Ravan did not waged a war with all his army strength of military forces or military expertise which he was always capable of- as he knew much before that the future has stored two ways for him --One to come back to this neither world & another to rest peacefully to the abode of Deva's
I hope that this shall be clear enough from this one incident only to specify that a spiritual help or blessing was always there to see the real insight of the future-- than again the status of the the person taking a spiritual help of what level,
All the levels have the power to bestow the seeker the visions & facts to the ability of that energy--higher the status --Higher the vision & best the accuracy.
Of late people have been doing a materialistic search & predictions of some books like to say Lal Kitab or some again riveting to Sahinta's or other scriptures.
The predictions are not coming to be even 60% accuracy & boost they may like as much they want ,but they never want to come to specific questions & their replies.
The planes of such books or the authors are limited to the books or to the energy of very low level as they have been encircled by "maleen maya" which deceives the describer & the receiver both
See that there is no legal law to control such expertise --so they make hay while sun shine

To my experiences -- I had to go under several & severe penances to know that-- than the things started to come automatically of the planes I touched.
I may sound not materialistic to astronomy of today but than I say & stand in favor of the persons who want to know the predictions & their treatments( remedies)